Before I had to surrender my life, I used to think that I had to make everything mine. I had to own my life, own my profession, own my city, own my cicles. I could never just be a part of something. I had to be that something. So, now, I am a part of a lot of different things and I become what I always wanted to be! For example, I needed to feel that I WAS somebody in Chicago - a huge city. I had to seek ways to dominate, to be, and to exert my influence. Now, I participate in my community. No ego. Now, I have become what I always wanted to be. Another paradox.
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