There are days when I wonder what I am doing, when I think that I do not have the energy or the angst to put forth a full effort. Then, if I am lucky, I am reminded to push myself to reach for the ring. The thing is that to me, sobriety means pushing beyond our comfort zone to a zone of true comfort. But perhaps it is not really a "comfort zone" but rather a zone of "familiar pain" that we don't want to leave. In either case, I don't want life the way it is, but the way it could be, and today I am willing to do what it takes to get me closer.
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