Sunday, January 31, 2010

We Fall and We Get Up


We fall and we get up. I used to never do anything unless I was certain that I would succeed. Yet, I failed at many things. My greatest fear was fear of failure and I avoided failure at any cost. Then I failed so miserably at everything that I crashed and burned. I started walking again, then started jogging, then started running, then started flying!!!
Today, I contemplate what I would do if I knew I could not fail? Today, I have done things that were previously impossible for me and today I know I can do anything I truly want to and am willing to do! January 2010 ends!!

Sunday, January 24, 2010

RUN FOR GUA AFRICA


I plan to dedicate all my runs this year to GUA AFRICA, the charity founded by Emmanuel Jal, to help the War Children of Sudan and Kenya. I plan to raise $10,000 for Emma Academy in Sudan. I think Emmanuel Jal is one of the most courageous and brilliant men I have ever known!

Thursday, January 14, 2010

I do Natural; God does Super-Natural

My friend, Karamo Brown, inspired these thoughts - "My success will come from what I can do naturally and from what God can do super-naturally." I know that my sanity and health today are as a result of my willingness to let God shine through me. I row and He steers. When I steer, we hit the rocks.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Never Give Up Just Before The Miracle Happens

Meip Gies, the woman who hid Anne Frank & found her diary, died today at the age of 100. She risked her life to hide the Franks, but was remained very modest because she wanted others to believe that anyone can do courageous things. Anne died just two weeks before her prison camp was liberated. "Never give up just before the miracle happ...ens" is by far my favorite slogan. Who are we to say what the miracle is? The diary was the miracle.

Here is what the press reported:

AMSTERDAM: Miep Gies, the secretary who defied the Nazis to hide Anne Frank and her family and save the Jewish teenager's diary, has died at the age of 100. Gies' website said yesterday that she died on Monday after a brief illness. She died in a nursing home after suffering a fall last month, reports said. Gies was the last of the few non-Jews who supplied food, books and good cheer to the secret annex behind the canal warehouse where Anne, her parents, sister and four other Jews hid for 25 months during World War II. After the apartment was raided by the German police, Gies gathered up Anne's scattered notebooks and papers and locked them in a drawer for her return after the war. The diary, which Anne Frank was given on her 13th birthday, chronicles her life in hiding from June 12, 1942 until August 1, 1944.
Gies refused to read the papers, saying even a teenager's privacy was sacred. Later, she said if she had read them, she would have had to burn them because they incriminated the "helpers".

Anne Frank died of typhus at age 15 in the Bergen-Belsen concentration camp in March 1945, just two weeks before the camp was liberated. Gies gave the diary to Anne's father, Otto, the only survivor, who published it in 1947. After the diary was published, Gies tirelessly promoted causes of tolerance. She brushed aside the accolades for helping hide the Frank family as more than she deserved - as if, she said, she had tried to save all the Jews of occupied Holland.
"This is very unfair. So many others have done the same or even far more dangerous work," she wrote days before her 100th birthday in February last year. The Diary of Anne Frank was the first popular book about the Holocaust, and has been read by millions of children and adults around the world in about 65 languages. For her courage, Gies was bestowed with the "Righteous Gentile" title by the Israeli Holocaust museum Yad Vashem. She has been honoured by the German government, Dutch monarchy and educational institutions. Nevertheless, Gies resisted becoming a character study of heroism for the young.

"I don't want to be considered a hero," she said in a 1997 online chat with schoolchildren. "Imagine young people would grow up with the feeling that you have to be a hero to do your human duty. I am afraid nobody would ever help other people, because who is a hero? I was not. I was just an ordinary housewife and secretary."

Born Hermine Santrouschitz on February 15, 1909, in Vienna, Gies moved to Amsterdam in 1922 to escape food shortages in Austria. She lived with a host family who gave her the nickname Miep. In 1933, Gies took a job as an office assistant in the spice business of Otto Frank. After refusing to join a Nazi organisation in 1941, she avoided deportation to Austria by marrying her Dutch boyfriend, Jan Gies.

As the Nazis ramped up their arrests and deportations of Dutch Jews, Otto Frank asked Gies in July 1942 to help hide his family in the annex above the company's warehouse on Prinsengracht 263 and to bring them supplies. "I answered, `Yes, of course.' It seemed perfectly natural to me. I could help these people. They were powerless, they didn't know where to turn," she said years later.

Jan and Miep Gies worked with four other employees in the firm to sustain the Franks and four other Jews sharing the annex. Jan secured extra ration cards from the resistance. Miep cycled around the city, alternating grocers to ward off suspicions about this dangerous activity. Gies remembered her husband, who died in 1993, as one of The Netherlands' unsung war heroes. "He was a resistance man who said nothing but did a lot," she said last year. "During the war, he refused to say anything about his work, only that he might not come back one night. People like him existed in thousands but were never heard." Gies is survived by her son and three grandchildren. AP

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Achieving the Impossible


In May 2002, I turned 40 and my partner gave me a metal desk plaque that said "What would you attempt to do if you knew you could not fail?" I thought that I would do so many things. I never had the courage, determination or persistence to do all the things I dreamed of doing. Last year around this time, I thought about the four 5K running races I had done and thought "If I had the right training, I could do a marathon?" Maybe the Chicago Marathon. Well, I am not a good runner and continuously injured myself. I started doing triathlons, which are difficult, but still easier for me because I am a better swimmer and cyclist. I was so happy to do the Chicago Triathlon in August 2009. But then, this fall I started to run again. First another 10k, then another 10K, then a 15K on Thanksgiving and then a Half Marathon on December 5, 2009. Then a friend decided not to run the Disney Marathon, so I agreed to run in his place. Today, the weather in Orlando, Florida set record cold temperatures, I but did it. I doubled the farthest distance I ever had run because I applied principles of recovery, I prayed, and I did not really know if I could, but I believed I would...I am just so grateful.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Lonely in a Crowd


I feel sorry for normal people who don't have easy access to unlimited numbers of people just waiting to welcome them. I am amazed how so many of us spend so much time in loneliness and isolation and our remedy consists so much of being around people just like us! Some of my best memories are of going into meetings all over the world where I confront total strangers and leave with new friends!!!

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Miracles


They say that coincidences are God's way of remaining anonymous. I believe that miracles happen every day all around us and we cannot see them. However, we do see them most in moments of pain and struggle, so while I do not wish for misfortune or pain and struggle, I try to remember it is a time of fertile grounds for miracles. God has me best when he has me at his mercy.

Monday, January 4, 2010

Pushing Beyond the Comfort Zome




There are days when I wonder what I am doing, when I think that I do not have the energy or the angst to put forth a full effort. Then, if I am lucky, I am reminded to push myself to reach for the ring. The thing is that to me, sobriety means pushing beyond our comfort zone to a zone of true comfort. But perhaps it is not really a "comfort zone" but rather a zone of "familiar pain" that we don't want to leave. In either case, I don't want life the way it is, but the way it could be, and today I am willing to do what it takes to get me closer.

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Working on a Dream


"While they were saying among themselves it cannot be done, it was done." - Helen Keller. Today, I am working on a dream. It is easy if we ignore all the nay sayers; however, sometimes the hardest part of accomplishing anything is the voices around us saying we can't or shouldn't or do something fun instead. The worst part is when the voice is in my own head. Focus, Steve! What is really important? Do it!

Saturday, January 2, 2010


Today I plan to run toward my roar. When lions hunt their prey, the females circle the herd of prey on three sides while the males sit on the fourth and, crouching down in the bush, they ROAR!! The prey will the run away into the mouths of the female huntress'. Lesson - Run toward your roar!!! aka "face your fear" That's my plan!!!

Friday, January 1, 2010

First Day of the Year - 2010

The first day of 2010!! I love new beginnings and fresh starts. I have so many goals, dreams and plans. Still, I recognize that the best things in my life have usually happened by accident or by "coincedent" and it is said that coincidence is God's way of remaining anonymous. I remember that the best way to make God laugh is to tell Him my plans. So, I need to remember to get out of the way of Life's plans for me.