When I was young I had so many dreams and when I became an adult, most of them came true. Something was still missing and I filled the void with alcohol which ended up erasing all that I had built and all that I had done. Broken, completely broke, I surrendered and began to heal. The road back to sanity - to honesty, hope, faith, courage, integrity, willingness, humility, justice, perseverance, spirituality and love has been long and hard...it has narrowed and there have been many obstacles. With so many roadblocks, I too have had to forge my own path and I am utterly and endlessly grateful for it. There are days where I just sit and cry in despair; these are good days because I am in touch with my brokenness where only good will come. The bad days are when I feel self-will and delusion rising...I promised my Creator I would do whatever was asked of me, my only request is that it is worth it...that my life has value. So far, so good. 
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